To be Sent

 "There are those, that just went.

Be you the one, that was sent.

Let God lead and decide, let His Spirit in power and comprise. Cause YOU don't know what to do! YOU have NO power even over you. YOU need to stay in the vine or your labor is in vain... but If you become one of those that are sent There is a chance that even some of those who just went will see the light and hear the voice that leads to life and gives the JOY. So be patient. Let God do His work in you and you just stay in the vine. Only in Jesus you're able to shine and without Him you only rhyme with the one who just went even he or she wasn't ever sent."

This one I got today while listening this one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfUX0qjGeKU

God bless if someone reads = ) have JOY!!!

Time to...

 "It's time to shit on the front yard."

It doesn't matter what anyone thinks. Besides, everyone is SO full of themselves and distracted by the madness of this world, that they just won't even realize what happened before everything is OVER. And even if someone might think: "why didn't anyone warn me or tell about it" they will realize that they KNEW all right. So many other things were just SO much more important and interesting... at the time it at least seemed that way. And if someone comes and starts to yell like: "why would God punish us with eternal lake of fire for a little bit of sin and fun" - you can always point out that GOD DID EVERYTHING HE COULD to keep them alive and away from that! You yourself CHOOSE where you're headed...

I got this today when listening one sister and her dream...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnlngfshLIk = ) Have JOY!

Only Blood

 Only in Blood that's sacred and eternal

is redemption from the sins of mankind.

Only by the cross where His Son was killed,

is the way given us to reach Him.

Only in His mercy is hope eternal

that He ever will put to death,

            this fallen flesh and corrupted mindset

            which I only can bring before you.

It was only in His love that He made it

Alone He suffered and witnessed the tears

Which His Son shed before Him

            but was willing to give His life for us...

            who only walk by our own ways

            following the voice of the fallen heart.

            Until His grace to the Holy Blood, 

            leads us and grants us a newness of life.

Only Blood. Only Blood. Only Blood.

(This is originally a song in Finnish and this is my attempt to translate it in English.

Not sure how it fits. It came to me while listening one Brother in Christ on YouTube.)

It can be gone...

I know you are near
even thou there are so many obstacles
in between.

I know you can hear
even if I just quietly whisper deep down
in my heart.

There's so many pathways
so many distractions all around.

But I know there's only one way
only one that leads to where you
can be found.

Oh God please hear me
I cry for my friends.

Oh Father dear teach me
to trust you that you will show them.

The right way
the love of your heart.
The only path
to the cross of your Son.

I praise you for your mercy.
I thank you for your love.

Please Father show them your forgiveness
and give them eyes to see.
What it means to be lost in our own ways
and that you want them to be

Your children just as your Son.
To see you as Father who wants them and have done,

the greatest miracle of all
and wishes they come
As broken and as repentant
as has caused the past that can be gone...

Handicap by heart

I'm handicap by heart.

Oh Father in heaven, forgive me
as I cry so heartbreaking
cause I can't find that picture
of being loved from the inside.

I thank you for your love and mercy.
I know so well I'm nothing without you.

You saw me. I was because you loved.

Thank you for pulling me out of that
darkness. Even thou you well knew
that sometimes the sorrow over it
comes to me and tries to overwhelm me.

Thank you for knowing that and understanding.
Thank you for your support and strength.

I'm lost without you.
Don't ever let me get to far...

No one knows my sorrow. It doesn't show.
Comparing to anything here, it's nothing.

Even thou there are so many ways
we are injured on the inside.
Playing our roles as normal as capable...
But breaking up and hurting.

You know it all. You want to help us all.

in the blood of your Son, is the power
to overcome and get healed.

Thank you. Amen.

13.12.2015

Surface

I'm rising above the horizon.
I fly like an eagle.
Seeing clearly. High above
doubts and despair.

I rely on you.
I know you lead.
You won't forsake.
Your mercy stays forever.


I don't need to go below
the surface anymore.
And even if I do, you'll be there.

Your hand will hold on.
And your voice is guiding me.
You give me strength to go on.

19.8.2015

Lilly's of the valley

No amount of noise
can shut down the
             conscience.

There ain't desert wide enough
to hide from your quilt.

Do you really think you're gonna
get rest in the mansions of death?

-Give yourself a brake and wake up.

Smell the Lilly's of the valley.
See the bird on the sky.
Say sorry when you've hurt someone.
And speak the truth even if you die.

-Show some respect for yourself and others.
-Show some gratitude for the life you got.

There's only one lifetime for you to decide.
There's only way, or another.
Only one of them leads to real life.

13.8.2015