Handicap by heart

I'm handicap by heart.

Oh Father in heaven, forgive me
as I cry so heartbreaking
cause I can't find that picture
of being loved from the inside.

I thank you for your love and mercy.
I know so well I'm nothing without you.

You saw me. I was because you loved.

Thank you for pulling me out of that
darkness. Even thou you well knew
that sometimes the sorrow over it
comes to me and tries to overwhelm me.

Thank you for knowing that and understanding.
Thank you for your support and strength.

I'm lost without you.
Don't ever let me get to far...

No one knows my sorrow. It doesn't show.
Comparing to anything here, it's nothing.

Even thou there are so many ways
we are injured on the inside.
Playing our roles as normal as capable...
But breaking up and hurting.

You know it all. You want to help us all.

in the blood of your Son, is the power
to overcome and get healed.

Thank you. Amen.

13.12.2015